Troubles Go Away

Today was a rainy boring day. I slept until the afternoon/ evening and when I got up it hit me that my holiday vacation was over and all my problems came back to stare me dead in the face. Some people deal with there problems head on but I run from a lot of mine until they trip me up. Why do I do that? I guess I’ll never know but I’m not ready to deal with them still. I heard someone say when you feel like giving up don’t because it means a blessing is coming your way. I really hope that is true. I kinda believe it because I have seen it happen before but my human side takes over and I crave the instant fix to my problems. I know everyone has problems and no matter how bad I think mine are there is always someone who is going through worst but they stay on my mine constantly. I talk to my friends and they say its gonna work out. I pray and feel better for that moment only for my problems and constant worries to come back. I feel like I’m losing my mind and I cant stop it. I want it to go away. Am I the only person going through something like this? Any advice?